Nesha’s Open Diary

A Weekend With Strangers

Welcome to Nesha's Open Diary: a platform where I share real, unfiltered stories and experiences from my daily life. Jump into a world of candid narratives, captured moments, and authenticity that will make you feel connected to the real world.
In today's episode, I revisit the time I experienced an odd interaction with a parent of a girl my daughter had a sleepover with  it was real different.
Every story I share has been lived by me, they're raw, real, and true. I named this podcast Nesha's Open Diary, because that's exactly what it is - a reflection of my life without any filters.
As more episodes roll out, you'll see my experiences, the good, the bad, and the unexpected. 
 Don't forget to follow the journey by tapping into Nesha's Open Diary on Facebook , Youtube, and Instagram. I'll see you where the pen meets the diary. Until next time, story seekers.

The Sleepover Sexual Assault (The Set-Up)

Welcome to Nesha's Open Diary: a platform where I share real, unfiltered stories and experiences from my daily life. Jump into a world of candid narratives, captured moments, and authenticity that will make you feel connected to the real world.
In today's episode, I revisit the time I was set-up by a friend to be sexually assaulted during a sleepover at her house.
Every story I share has been lived by me, they're raw, real, and truth. I named this podcast Nesha's Open Diary, because that's exactly what it is - a reflection of my life without any filters.
As more episodes roll out, you'll see my experiences, the good, the bad, and the unexpected. 
 Don't forget to follow the journey by tapping into Nesha's Open Diary on Facebook , Youtube, and Instagram. I'll see you where the pen meets the diary. Until next time, story seekers.

The Weirdest Pap Smear Ever(Sheet Over His Head???)

Join Nesha in the latest episode of 'Nesha's Open Diary' where she questions a gynecologists unorthodox pap smear examination methods.  After he places the exam sheet over his head. Nesha is unsure if he is doing something he shouldn't be doing.This raw and captivating episode titled : "The Weirdest Pap Smear Ever" will have listeners deeply engaged with Nesha's personal narrations of her life events.
Nesha unravels the story of how the pap smear was different from any other she had ever had before. Pointing out how it became strange after the doctor placed the sheet over his head to perform the examination. Where she then began to feel uneasy about the doctors actions as they were unexpected and not what she usually experienced during pap exams. She battled with her thoughts as she laid on the exam table wondering if the doctor was doing anything wrong.
As Nesha prepares her self mentally to protect herself if it became clear the doctor was intentionally doing anything unlawful or made any unwanted sexual advances towards her. Although she is hesitant and not quite sure how to approach the situation. Being that she was at her place of work and didn't want to make a spectacle of herself.  She kept quiet about the uncomfortable way the doctor made her feel and has never publicly spoken about it until now.
Find out what transpires as Nesha tries to endure the pap smear that doesn't feel quite right. You don't want to miss this. Tune into 'Nesha's Open Diary' where real stories come to life!

I Threw Up Everywhere ( Boot Camp Water Intoxication)

Welcome to Nesha's Open Diary: a platform where I share real, unfiltered stories and experiences from my daily life. Jump into a world of candid narratives, captured moments, and authenticity that will make you feel connected to the real world.
In today's episode, I revisit the time I experience water intoxication during my time in boot camp.
Every story I share has been lived by me, they're raw, real, and threaded with truth. I named this podcast Nesha's Open Diary, because that's exactly what it is - a reflection of my life without any filters.
As more episodes roll out, you'll see my experiences, the good, the bad, and the unexpected. 
 Don't forget to follow the journey by tapping into Nesha's Open Diary on Facebook , Youtube, and Instagram. I'll see you where the pen meets the diary. Until next time, story seekers.

The Embarrassing Plunge (Exposed Breasts)

Join Nesha in the latest episode of 'Nesha's Open Diary' where she talks about an experience as she enters a demanding career field. This raw and captivating episode titled : The Embarrassing Plunge (Breasts Exposed)" will have listeners deeply engaged with Nesha's personal narrations of her life events.
Nesha unravels the story of difficult tasks she had to complete to secure a new career.
With each revelation, listeners are immersed into moments of fear,  embarrassment and difficulty. As she overcomes obstacles to reach her goals. Nesha's story imparts an essential lesson on the importance of not allowing your fears to hold you back.
As Nesha navigates her training into a new organization things are difficult but she makes her way through.
Find out what transpires as she is going through her training to create a better life and career for herself. You don't want to miss this. Tune into 'Nesha's Open Diary' where real stories come to life!

Juggling Night School, Motherhood, and a Troubled Relationship Pt.2

Join Nesha in this episode of Nesha's Open Diary as she shares her raw and real experiences from a challenging period in her life when she attempts to juggle night school, motherhood, and a troubled relationship. As Nesha recounts her journey, she unravels a tale of endurance, self-esteem, and courage.
In this episode, she delves into a typical work day. Where she finds herself at work when her baby father's aunt and two other females come to her job. To try to attack her after she threw the algebra book at her child's father. The tension building up between Nesha and her baby's father escalates during the journey, revealing issues in their relationship. But she remains focused on her commitment to make money and take care of her child, no matter the hostility she faces. Listen as Nesha navigates verbal abuse and the looming threat of physical violence, all the while trying to secure a better future for herself and her son.
Nesha finds herself at work amidst a conflict that followed her to her place of work that could potentially give rise to violence. She shares how she threw an algebra book at her child's father, which then his aunt and two other females decide to come to Nesha's job to confront her about. With intentions of physically assaulting Nesha to teach her a lesson for throwing the book at her child's father. Nesha explains the actions, and emotions that she went through in order to ensure her own safety.
The episode hums with tension as she ejects the intimidation the aunt and other women aim at her. Once home, the conflict doesn't end as Nesha calls her child's father to ask why they were sent to her work place. Engage with this riveting episode as Nesha extracts important lessons from her lived experiences all while exhibiting her dedication to her child's well-being and her own.
Find out how she navigates this turmoil. Follow Nesha's Open Diary on all major social media platforms and catch up on Nesha's full story at neshasopendiary.podbean.com.

Juggling Night School, Motherhood, and a Troubled Relationship

Join Nesha in this episode of Nesha's Open Diary as she shares her raw and real experiences from a challenging period in her life when she attempts to juggle night school, motherhood, and a troubled relationship. As Nesha recounts her journey, she unravels a tale of endurance, self-esteem, and courage.
In this episode, she delves into a typical evening. Where she finds herself en route to night school with her baby's father and his brother. The tension building up between Nesha and her baby's father escalates during the journey, revealing issues in their relationship. But she remains focused on her commitment to education and her child, no matter the hostility she faces. Listen as Nesha navigates verbal abuse and the looming threat of physical violence, all the while trying to secure a better future for herself and her son.
Situated in a different location than her regular school, Nesha finds herself in night school amidst a conflict that could potentially give rise to violence. She shares how she threw an algebra book at her child's father, which changes the entire dynamic of the evening, leaving her fearing potential reprisals. Nesha explains the fears, actions, and emotions that she went through in order to ensure her own safety.
The episode hums with tension as she ejects from the hostile environment and relies on public transport to return home. Once home, the conflict doesn't end as Nesha receives an earful from her mother. Engage with this riveting episode as Nesha extracts important lessons from her lived experiences all while exhibiting her dedication to her child's well-being and her own education.
Consequently, Nesha leaves her audience on a cliffhanger, prompting them to tune into the next episode to find out how she navigates this turmoil. Follow Nesha's Open Diary on all major social media platforms and catch up on Nesha's full story at neshasopendiary.podbean.com.

Mistakes of the Past Don't Have to Become the Mistakes of Future Generations.

 
Welcome to another enlightening episode of Nesha's Open Diary, where tales of love, loss, and personal growth serve as both a catharsis for Nesha and an opportunity for listeners to reflect and learn from her experiences. Tune in for a deep-dive into her journey as she candidly shares her worst relationship experiences, and how they led to personal growth and a strong mother-daughter bond.
In this episode, Nesha opens up about her past relationships, grappling with betrayal, neglect, and emotional abuse. She narrates the heart-wrenching tale of undergoing an abortion where the responsibility fell solely on her while the to-be father disregarded their shared transgression, leaving her to deal with the aftermath alone. The painful memories etch a harsh portrait of a man insensitive to emotional bonds, unwary of the results of his actions.
However, the focus of the story pivots to hope, as Nesha emphasizes breaking the cycle and imparting wisdom to her daughter. With frank discussions about relationships, respect, and manipulation, Nesha aims to empower her daughter with insights she wish she had known in her youth. Her earnest approach to facing the struggles head-on and learning from the past is inspiring.
The episode sends the powerful message that mistakes of the past do not have to become the mistakes of future generations. It underscores the importance of open communication in nurturing trustful relationships, and the transformative power of candid conversations.
Join Nesha as she courageously breaks the cycle, using her experiences to nurture and protect her daughter from the harsh realities she herself had to face. Let Nesha's Open Diary be a beacon of empowerment, resilience, and a testament to the unconditional bond between a mother and a daughter. Tune in and be a part of this empowering journey!

OMG Look At Her ???Part 2 (The Visual)

Welcome to Nesha's Open Diary: a platform where I share real, unfiltered stories and experiences from my daily life. Jump into a world of candid narratives, captured moments, and authenticity that will make you feel connected to the real world.
In today's episode, I continue from where we left off yesterday. I had promised to share video footage illustrating the event I was talking about. This footage showcases a story time that involves some unexpected visitors with primitive intentions. Managed to pull this footage from my cameras this morning and believe me, it took a while to find just the right moments for you.
From the camera angles, you'll be privy to my fun side and witness me shaking a leg. However, you won't be able to see those pesty corner sitters until I fetch my cell phone. Watch as the story unfolds and how they make their escape.
For those doubting the authenticity of this story time - I live my life transparently. Every story I share has been lived by me, they're raw, real, and threaded with truth. I named this podcast Nesha's Open Diary, because that's exactly what it is - a reflection of my life without any filters.
As more episodes roll out, you'll see my experiences, the good, the bad, and the unexpected. And remember, every time someone tries to confront or judge me, they won't find anything more than what I've already shared - because I've got nothing to hide.
So get ready to see what happened with your own eyes - presented in raw, unedited footage straight from my camera. Don't forget to follow the journey by tapping into Nesha's Open Diary on Facebook , Youtube, and Instagram. I'll see you where the pen meets the diary. Until next time, dear story seekers.

Oh My God Look At Her???

Welcome to another enthralling episode of Nesha's Open Diary, a podcast intended to share true life stories and experiences. This episode entails a very recent and peculiar encounter with some overly intrusive neighbors. As Nesha indulges in her annual spring yard clean-up, her privacy is infringed upon by a suburban couple, leading to a rather amusing showdown.
Nesha's Open Diary, known for its authenticity, is not a stranger to eccentricity. And today’s episode is no different. Be prepared to gasp, laugh, and possibly cringe as Nesha bares all - from her experience of living in a predominantly white neighborhood as a black family, neighborhood tension, to the audacity of a strange couple who couldn't seem to mind their own business.
The podcast is guaranteed to keep you on your toes. There's a fair share of drama, laughter, and outright weirdness up for grabs. Nesha's audacious response to the sticky-beak couple, involving a twerk extravaganza, gets even more hilarious as her confrontation with the couple takes an unexpected twist.
What was supposed to be a peaceful yard cleanup quickly spirals into a weird yet humorous showdown. Nesha’s larger-than-life personality and passionately told stories never fail to entertain. Nesha's Open Diary promises to deliver a podcast experience like no other. The claws and the twerk moves are all out in this episode! Tune in to fully immerse yourself in Nesha's world.
Follow Nesha on all socials to get a video clip of the encounter at Nesha's Open Diary, and visit her website neshasopendiary.podbean.com for more captivating stories. Until next time, meet Nesha where the pen meets the diary.

Battling Bullying and Discovering Self-Worth

Prepare to be captivated by Nesha's honesty and resilience in this episode of 'Nesha's Open Diary'. Here, Nesha recounts a heartfelt, choosing real-life experience about the hardships she faced in school and how it shaped the person she is today.
Join Nesha as she takes us back to her sixth-grade days at Robert Fulton Elementary School, where she first experienced the harsh realities of materialism and stereotyping. Nesha opens up about the judgments she faced because of her affordable footwear, and how these experiences led her to form strong friendships, develop self-confidence, and a unique personal style.
In this compelling tale, Nesha sheds light on the all-too-common problem of bullying and how it triggered her transformation. She expresses the sheer importance of self-presentation, recounting the actions she took, despite life's challenges, to rise above the critique and lay down her personal fashion statement fearless and unapologetically.
Nesha's experiences empowered her to stand up against societal standards, embrace her identity, and ensure she always presented herself in the best way possible, no matter the occasion or circumstance. Her story serves as a stirring reminder that no external factors or opinions should shape our worth or dignity.
For Nesha, her journey has taught her to carry herself beyond materialistic values and focus on her self-worth, principles, and moral stability. Tune into 'Nesha's Open Diary' for more heartfelt and inspiring real-life stories from our host, Nesha. Don't forget to follow her on Facebook and Instagram at Nesha's Open Diary, and join her where the pen meets the diary.

Traitor and the Betrayal(Friend Is An OPP)

Join Nesha in this revealing episode as she takes us down a bumpy road of past traumas and heartrending experiences in "The Traitor and the Betrayal: A Tale of Deceit and Loss". She recounts the disheartening instance when her trust was shattered by her best friend, a real-life drama filled with duplicity and menace. Nesha also shares experiences of living in a house filled with her 'adversaries', a challenging time she weathered successfully that tested her courage and determination.
As she narrates her experiences, Nesha's story also takes a bold stance against treachery and disloyalty. With a major plot twist that changes the dynamics of the relationships, it even surpasses the dramatic elements one would find in a soap opera. The narration unravels the real-life face-off with her son's father and police, triggered by an unsuspected betrayal from someone she considered a best friend - a development worth listening to.
Tap into Nesha's Open Diary and hear a story that is as real as it gets, the highs and lows of a woman who has encountered more than her share of agony. With enough conviction, anger, and sparks to set the room ablaze, Nesha's unsweetened recounting is a compelling dive into the murky world of trust, friendship, and betrayal. Listen, as Nesha unveils an episode that is bound to make you question - Are you a friend or an op?

The Downfall of a Lifelong Friendship"

On today's episode of Nesha's Open Diary, Nesha explores true friendship, unveiling a heartbreaking tale of deception and disloyalty. Through her vivid recollections, she addresses the hurtful and transformative effects of a secret that unfolded within her trusted circle. What followed was a complicated web of intrigue and eventual heartbreak, culminating into an end to a long-standing friendship.
Nesha dives deep into a moment in time when her childhood best friend kept a relationship hidden between her partner and another woman from their shared school environment. This gripping tale highlights the importance of honesty, loyalty, and openness in friendships. Nesha confronts the painful realization that not everyone who stands by our side truly has our best interests at heart.
Throughout this, Nesha never shies away from expressing her raw emotions, providing an authentic reflection on how secrets can shatter the strong bonds of friendship. This episode is an open-ended exploration of betrayal, featuring a cast of characters who bring both tension and pain to Nesha's life. Ultimately, this is a tale of hurt, loyalty, and the power of opening up.
Nesha wraps up the episode with a plea to her former friend, extending an emotional olive branch as she attempts to connect, to resolve the pain of their broken bond. This episode will resonate strongly for anyone who has dealt with the pain of broken friendships and the sting of betrayal.
Join Nesha in this insightful and emotional journey through the corridors of friendship, loyalty, and loss. Be prepared for a raw, honest, and deeply personal episode that will leave you contemplating the true value and meaning of friendship.

A Tale of Lost Trust and Loyalty

Join Nesha in the latest episode of 'Nesha's Open Diary' where she delves into the harsh and complex realities of evolving friendships. This raw and captivating episode titled : A Tale of Lost Trust and Loyalty" will have listeners deeply engaged with Nesha's personal narrations of her life events.
Nesha unravels the story of a lifelong friendship that fails to stand the test of time, where choices made and actions taken, bring an unexpected end. Her real-life struggles with loyalty and trust highlight how friendships can either become our fortress or our downfall.
With each revelation, listeners are immersed into moments of hurt, betrayal, and defense within Nesha's friendship landscape. From laughter turned betrayal to white-knuckle fights for honor, Nesha's story imparts an essential lesson on the importance of standing up for a friend in their absence.
As Nesha navigates friendships from elementary school to present day, listeners are taken on an emotional ride. The ending, characterized by the painful realization that sometimes, people are in our lives only for a season, will leave listeners reflective on the dynamics of their own friendships.
Find out what transpires when a once treasured friendship starts to slowly wither away in this riveting episode. You don't want to miss this. Tune into 'Nesha's Open Diary' where real stories come to life!

He Pissed Me Off (I Pawned The Rings)

The episode delves into Nesha's life experience, mainly focusing on how she deals with rumors, betrayal, and infidelity. Hosting her diary on the 3rd of April 2024, Nesha shares an incident when her baby father's mischief with other women stirred her, particularly when one of the women shared the same name as her, ‘Tanisha’. She laments about how these women taunted and criticized her constantly.
Nesha opens her heart about her self-consciousness over her underbite and how these women made fun of it at public places. She also recounts that her friend, whom she considered her 'best friend', shared these incidents with her whilst laughing, which hurt her even deeper. She expresses her self-doubt fueled by this incident, questioning the loyalty of her best friend.
Further compounding her pain, Nesha focuses on her struggle with her love life where she feels used and put-down. In a move of anger, she pawns the rings her baby father gifted her, as a sign of protest against his infidelity and the emotional turmoil he ends up causing. However, despite these challenges, Nesha keeps her spirit up and adds another interesting entry to her frank and intriguing diary.
Join Nesha in her Open Diary series, where she bares her soul, sharing her real-life experiences and the lessons they taught her. Follow along on social media and her website to never miss an episode. Experience the tales from Nesha's Life, where the pen meets the diary.

The Coogi Sweater (Blew A Bag)

This storytime is about the time. I blew a bag on a Coogi sweater on my baby daddy. He invited one of his hoes to his party.

Knights of The Round Table ( The Embarrassing Gift)

This storytime is about the time I bought my sons father a Christmas gift that wasn't well received.

She Gave My Son Enema's (Shit On Demand)

This storytime is about the time my son's grandmother started giving him enema's against my will.

She Disrespected My Wishes (Cut My Son Hair)

This storytime is about the time my son's grandmother disrespected my Wishes. She took my son and got his first haircut behind my back when I told her not to.

She Wanted My Baby (Defamation)

This storytime is about how my sons grandmother and baby's father tried to make me out to be a bad mother.
 
 

Almost Taken ( Abduction Attempt)

This storytime is about the time I was almost abducted.

Pregnant At 17 (The Heart Break)

This storytime is about when I got pregnant at 17 and my baby's father broke my heart.

The Worst Stylist (Beauty School)

This storytime is about the time I went to a beauty school to get my hair done and the student stylist messed my hair up.

Robbed at Gunpoint (Traumatized)

This storytime is about the time I was robbed at gunpoint working at a fast food restaurant.

A Crackhead Stole My Bike

This episode is about the time when my best friends crackhead father stole my bike.

Store Manager Thief (I Quit)

This episode is about the time. I was working at a clothing retailer and the new store Manager. Forced me out of my job so her and her family could steal the stores merchandise.

Facing 8 Years in Prison ( Stolen Christmas)

This story time is about the time my uncle broke into my stepfathers store and stole my Christmas presents.

Younger Woman & Older Man(My Stepfather)

This episode is about how things were when my Stepfather came into the picture.

We Were Free (My Daddy's Ghost)

This episode is about how my "brother" became a problem in the household after my father left the house.

Is Blood Thicker Than Water (A Brother's Betrayal)

This episode is my take on whether or not blood is thicker than water. In the most transparent description of how your blood can violate you and leave you questioning is blood thicker than water.